I'm such a ditz!

I keep accidentally publishing posts on my other blog when I just want to save them. That's why my posts on there keep appearing and disappearing! It's getting annoying now!

So I have assigned reading for homework which I really don't want to do since this book is a bit boring. We should be allowed to read books in English literature which we can relate to. Not books about 40-something year olds who go on a journey or something.

Yeeesh! And I'm really tired now. I can't see the point in going to college anymore since I won't get into a top uni. Yep, might as well quit now. Oh well, there's always becoming a teacher. I would LOVE to be a teacher though and I certainly don't consider it to be a 'back-up'

A Little Note For Anyone Who Thinks I've Disappeared In The Next Few Weeks/Months

I'll be posting more regularly on my other blog http://kamilleelahi.blogspot.com/ from now on. I might post here now and then but the posts will be pretty crap. So I'm not dead or anything. I'm just posting more on the other blog. 

And Kamille Elahi has much better posts than this blog. Should I admit to that? 

On Learning Portuguese.

Since I already speak some Spanish and French, I thought Portuguese would be easy but it's so hard. I just don't understand most of it! ARGH!

Why can't learning languages be easier?

Change in URL for my other blog

I changed the URL for my other blog to

http://kamilleelahi.blogspot.com/ 

Just thought I'd let you know. 

What I'm doing right now: staying up late past midnight to complete homework. Argh! This is not fun. I need caffeine!

I just have a problem with getting on with my work

Instead of writing this essay, I'm wasting time. I'm so going to regret this in the morning!!

I have to finish writing this essay!

My problems with the essay:

- it's on a topic I find boring

- I failed the first draft I handed in

- it's taking me forever to find something worth writing down

- to be honest, I just don't care about it.

Back to work now!

Kamille

Heatwaves are so not my thing.

I like the sunshine and heatwaves, when I'm either in a swimming pool or in an air-conditioned area. I hate it when I'm sitting in a classroom. You sweat buckets while having to do so much work your head hurts.

Records have been broken, meaning we just had the hottest day in September since record began. Funnily enough though, we're predicted snow during the next 4-8 weeks haha! I'm going to wait for the snow. And if we don't get it, then I'll cry.

In the meantime, I'll just try and cope. Some tips for coping with hot weather:
- Don't wear layers. They'll insulate you and you won't be able to cool down easily.
- Drink plenty of water. It'll stop you getting dehydrated and with a headache.
- Try and stay in the shade. It's hottest in direct sunlight.
- Avoid exercise. Try and stick to running outside in the morning or late in the evening.

Kamille

I haven't forgotten about this blog

I just don't have anything to write about.

College is pretty much taking over my life and university applications are giving me a headache.

The weather is great right now (it's sunny outside and pretty warm. About 10 degrees C higher than the average for this time of year) although the forecasters are warning us for snow as early as October. I love snow so this is great! But I hope it's enough to get me out of college. I don't like playing in snow. I just like sleeping in because I know college is closed haha!

Photoshoplooter

http://photoshoplooter.tumblr.com/

Feeling down? This website might help you smile at least!

Happy Ghostings!

Throat Infections Suck and Tips on Cleaning Your Room

Yeah I've had one for the past week which is pretty much why I didn't update. But I am better now!

I had to clean my room today and well, I have some tips.

1) Focus on one section until you move to another.
2) Keep hydrated.
3) Have a bin bag close to throw stuff you don't want away.
4) Clean your room every month to make sure it doesn't get too messy.

Have fun!

How to waste time on a Thursday

Now I usually hate Glee covers but this song rocks!

I just want to dance to it!

I've started reading I Am Number 4 which is okay but nothing impressive. I was hoping to be blown away unfortunately.

James Frey didn't even write this book. Well I've heard he exploits other writers.

If anyone knows any awesome books that are part of a series, I'll be happy for recommendations.


In other news, (I wouldn't call this news tbh), I'm trying to think of pen names. I used to have Kamille Leili Elahi but I want a different one. And I'm not really sure what I should choose. I found the name Nishika which I kinda like.

I'll have to research pen names. I might come up with a name where the initials spell something funny or something! 
Happy Ghostings! 
Ghostie Girl

Not going to delete this blog

After some thinking, I have decided I will not delete this blog and will keep on updating it when I can. Why? Because I still need a diary and my other blog is something I want to keep professional (haha yes, I know, very funny).

Since it's night time right now, I'm not going to post anything significant. Instead, I'll be back tomorrow on a dissection of my life!!

Happy Ghostings!
Ghostie Girl

The New Blog That I Will Be Posting On More Often

http://kamilleelahi.blogspot.com/

I won't be posting on here anymore as I find this blog has just failed.

So follow me on the new blog because I just won't be here anymore and will delete it soon!

Ghostie Girl

Finally finished my exams!

Wahay! So exam season has finally ended for me and I feel so relieved but now another monster comes running around the corner, ready to make my life as miserable for me as possible.

I have to go back to lessons.

Because of a group of geniuses, I know have to walk back into lessons and start the work for next year. Sorry for me asking but shouldn't next year's work be completed next year and not this year? I understand the heavy amount of work to complete means teachers like the extra time but I would've rather they give us a reading list and an essay title and give us longer holidays.

Anyway, due to my exams, I am now behind in History and English Literature and will fall farther behind when I attend university open days. Oh well.

Except, I can't catch up just yet because I have no idea what we've been doing in class and also, I have not had the time to ask teachers for the work. Oh wait, I did ask one teacher for the work but got no reply. Isn't that great? And my other teacher didn't even bother to tell me what work we had to do.

I guess I'll just read and make some notes. :(

5 months? really? didn't seem like that long

Okay, I know I haven't updated in a long time and that my updates are really going down in quality (lol) but I am so busy these days that I can't really update.

So I have completed 6 exams so far and have 4 left to go. I am not really revising and will regret it on results day but whatever, that'll come later.

So I'm going to go revise and hopefully will be back soon. I hope i don't vanish again.

Oh gee I really need to pick myself back up

My life is a mess.

I can't decide what I want to study when I'm older.

I don't have the energy to do any homework.

My writing has gone down the hole.

My mood is getting worse.

I'm not enjoying it at my new college.

And worse, I have no one to talk to.

Ha this is pathetic

Yeah I'm the most lazy person on the planet. It's not that I can't be bothered to post. It's just that I'm busy and keep forgetting. Rubbish excuse, I know.

I have exams coming up though and so revision is eating me more and more. When it's over (even though I have more exams in May/June) I'll write more and blog more.

Yeah, my life is boring.

Work. Work. Work.

But it will all pay off when I get a job that allows me to write part time. I hope.

Oh what a mess

I swear I feel like someone has taken my brain out of me when I'm sleeping and has replaced it with soggy and mushy green peas. I can't think straight and I'm not even under the influence of any kind of substance. Unless Pepsi Max counts.

My writing is a nightmare. I've had so many potential ideas in the past 24 hours, I don't know if I should do my homework or write. It's such a difficult dilemma. I've also been dieting and exercising in the past few weeks to lose weight in a desperate attempt to be healthier. And it's so draining. Eat this. Don't eat that. Do this. Don't do that.

Meh.

So yeh, this blog post just highlights my awful life.

I vanished again

Because I have been busy with:

Cursed Splendour
Inkpop
College

I don't really have much to say right now apart from, being busy sucks.

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Lol Just kidding.

I did disappear though and sorry.

So I've been on a writing marathon (sort of) and I AM BACK!

I am being forced to read the classics by my college. I swear, just cos it's old and has words that died out long ago, doesn't make it the best book ever!!!

Frankenstein is also boring. Lol. I love Dracula though! Why can't I read that?!

So I put my project thingy on Inkpop

http://www.inkpop.com/projects/67708/cursed-splendour/

(yes shameful advertising!)

and someone picked my project except I DON'T KNOW WHO!!!!!!!!

I'm trying to find out who it was because they did something really nice and I wanna say thanks!!!!


So I start college lessons on Thursday (yaya!!! not) and omg! I have to read Frankenshit and Heart of Darkness by then. Huh! Really?

I think I should mention to my teacher I'm a bit of a slow reader (and magnificent procastinator) and may need a little longer to read books. Maybe I should also mention I'm a writer and get distracted from college work a lot and end up writing as bad times.

Lol!

So hello again blogger!!

I've missed ya!

My word count for the last two and a half days

is 14751 words. Yeah I'm typing. The ideas are coming too fast for longhand.

My aim for today is to reach 18000.